.Monday, January 5, 2009 ' 12:31:00 PM Y
Typing with a heavy Heart......
Its been 2 days since i have see my ah gong, He has been hospitalize since the day he has a operation for his piles. We all thought it was only a small operation but when they told me he has to be hospitalize for a day i ask them why they say cause ah gong was losing quite amount of blood plus partly to be assured because of his age. This was on saturday, Iwent to visit on sat he was fine only that nagging with the need of staying in the hospital we talk till he was closing his eyes so we let him slp and i went to chervlon to meet Hubby & co, we play majong after singing till 7am i slept until about 1 pm when i heard the phone rang i jump up the bed went outside to see who called is my aunt calling she say ah gong still can't be discharged yet cause doctor say his heart is too weak. I was shocked when i heard this i didn't know wat to say all i know was i felt my tears are going to roll down soon, bu i can't cry in front of ah ma so i went back to my room. But once i step into my room my tears roll down i knock my head into the pillow and i was crying like hell. Hubby was still slping beside me but he was too tired to hear me cry. i cried for abt half an hour then i told myself i can't cry anymore so i started cooling down and think the positive way..
So i watch TV till my eyes was tires i slept again, Woke up at 4 plus 5 get ready to go bugis to change Hubby's bermuda talking to Hubby whether he heard me cry he say don have ar. he say "Don think too much evrything will be fine." How i wish but i can't help to feel sad, After i come bach i watch TV while waiting for Daddy they all to come back when they reach home i ask them wat was the main reason that ah gong's heart weaken they say cause his white cells is too high. I say orh, but knowing that he's fine let me feel better, Deshaun, Wei Heng and Darling came to play majong but i think my attiude wasn't quite nice.
So i would like to apologize to them.. =)
I'm Sorry my Darlings (Pris & Deshaun..) didn't mean it..
God Pls bless my ah gong.... Hope to see him tml...Labels: I hope tml he will be out....
